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Monday, January 12, 2009

3:07 AM

There are times when you'd rather keep things to yourself. You'd rather not talk about how you feel or what you think because once you share it with someone, the spreading begins.

Why can't people keep your secrets? Is it that hard to remain silent? Is it an effort to keep your mouth shut?

Isn't it frustrating when someone knows exactly what you've gone through but since time has already passed, that someone will tell your experience to others as if your life was an open book?

It's so hard to find someone you can trust nowadays. Someone whom you're sure will not say anything to anyone. Someone who will just absorb everything you tell him and store it somewhere in his brain where it can only be remembered when extremely needed.

I have friends who are not good at handling their tongues, yet, I choose to disregard that fact since they're more important to me than my issues. But I cannot help myself sometimes. I cannot help but feel bad for opening up to someone who could be at times, unworthy of my trust.

I just cannot take people who do not know when and when not to talk. I hate people who starts blabbing about what you tell them just because you didn't say it's supposed to be a secret. I mean, hello? Did the word privacy ever encounter them? It's funny how you have to treat those people like kids--directly telling them that "Hey, you're not supposed to say this and that, ha?"

I don't know what kind of thinking they have. More often than not, I'd like to think they're just not using their common sense. Either that, or they really want to start something--a chismis, a fight, anything.

On the other hand, I have friends who are very good with keeping what I tell them, only, they're not always available.

Nothing in this world is really perfect.

You really cannot have it all.

Not even with friends.